Famine 30 2013 =)

Just come back from camp Famine 30~ ♥

Fight for hunger in 30 hours...
Hard to believe that's I really make it with my friends! XDD

Have a lot of fun in the camp,
although I fall in boredom of some activity...
But I know that's they doing and handle hard for the activities!
Really a big salute for them...
They really done a best job! l3 ^.^ l3

We feel very happiness and happy
when the time we have our V-soy and bread!
Normal peoples won't know the feeling,
but just Famine 30 members~

Inside the camp,
make me think back my life in NS~
Sleep, chat, play, share, care with friends!
I really miss the time we together...
I hope that I can back to the time and stay there! ='(

F**k You!!!

My heart for the friendship I believe until today already dead!!!

Dissapointed!!!

I feel very disspointed to them and feel sad for this kind of friendship!

In their world,

I lost my freedom!

I can't belong my own friends!

This use to call true friends???

OMG!!!

My mum give me a life for me to come not to bare yours fucking emotion!

I got my own activities need to follow!

The time already not enough for me!

But they still want me to follow their foot steps to do what they want!

Do I look like a dog???

Fuck! You bitch!

I ask you guys join the events with me, but you guys alway rejected me!

Say that what boredom, not meaning...

Then blame me now, I didn't hang out with you to shopping!

I pay the installment for my car, already not enough money for me to buy what I need!

But they still want me go for shopping? Fuck!

Can't you stand at my opinion even one time???

Can't you???

06.06.2013

Do you know what the feeling tears dropping from eyes???
I'm bet you never know it!

Sometime,
tears will drop your mood, instead help you release all the bad mood!
But, I don't think that's use for me!

Well,
feeling upset, dissapointed, anger!
Hate mself !!! Really !!!
Can I leave here?
And will the hell welcome me to join in?

I just need a place to escape from this cruel world!
This world really fill a lot of hurt!
Even that I'm can't find a little bit happy and happiness!

God,
please just let me have a place to protect myself!
I don't want to get hurt anymore,
that's pain! Really very pain!