Many things happen recently and change my mind. I decide to quit the dance life, and start my baking life.
Is that I'm making the right way?Should I just give up the dance, my dream simply?But they just force me to do that.

WTH of the friendship can I believe again???It's just make me hurt, upset & dissapointed again. Well,
maybe I'm too sensitive to mean it, but...sigh~ Maybe the most know persons and the persons you believe most really will bring a lot of hurt for you, and I can prove it!

Everytime argue and clashes just I'm make the apologize even not my wrong, but they doesn't. I do that, just because I treasure this friendship, but they didn't mean it. They just handling this such as usually what I need to do to them. Is that a fair? God tell me please! Why my life so miserable? Can you just interpreted? Is that I no deserve a little bit respect from them? Sigh~

I don't know how to comfronting for the next coming friendship? Maybe just disguise I'm good in everything to face them. Cotinue tortured... Or I think I should just act like a crab, hide inside the shell forever, like that just won't get hurt anymore.

My family getting broken soon, and I don't know how to face the problem. Seem like the god like to give me a hard challege!Uh-huh~ Haha~ I'm gonna going crazy for this all already, can I just escape it? Can I dump this all? I dont't want to live in this uneasy world anymore! I'm really can't bear it anymore! Someone please tell me that's just a hoax, please!!!!!!