29.7.2012~ ♥

29.07.2012~ ♥
Today we went to Tze Chin Jing Si Tang to be a kitchen helper...
We cut all the vegetables and fruits~
But I not very smart enough to cut all the vegetables very nice~
At least I got tries,right? XDD


While we waiting for the chef cook,
we have some rest in the kitchen~
And we used to know a girl name Chun Qin,
she such as a kind and helpful girl~
Nice to meet her... XDD

After the "customers" finish their lunch,
and was the time to us enjoy our lunch together...
At the table,
they all eat with polite and quiet,
difficult with my family... XDD

And I found many fun with them~
Such as a nice day for me...
I learned many thing and enjoy it~ ^^





The rabbit created by me and Sisters~ ♥

The rabbits created by me and sisters ~ ♥

The food we prepared together~ ♥

Our kitchen helper team today~ XDD

21.7.2012~ ♥
Went to Gurney Plaza New Wing for the performance of

Step Up Revolution Flash Mob yesterday~
We used to dance very fantastic and awesome~

After that,
we got the two voucher from our teacher supposed by 老油鬼鬼~
And we can't wait and got a hurry to there for our lunch~
Is so yummy~XDD

Nearly evening,
we went to Bon Odori for fun...
And I meet up my ex...
He were suited the japanese traditional~
Look nice~
But weird! XDD

After finish watch the firework,
and feeling nothing to do...
So we just go Paragon for nonsense talking~XDD

And here the 1st time I reached home at around 4.30am,
luckily my mum didn't scold me... XDD

Feel very tired but fun~
And I swear I wont go Bon Odori again~
Is totally boring!!!

The voucher we got~

Joyin And me~

16.07.2012...

人为什么要有感情啊?
为什么要有喜怒哀乐啊?
很痛苦啦~

我真的没有那个勇气再活下去了...
家人、朋友的关系，
都快把我搞得透不过气了...

为什么有些人就那么得好命，
有人疼...
而我非得去接受这些痛苦?

很累了~
一个人富有感情的我真的很累了...
我不知道自己还能支撑多久...
自己还能坚持下去不...

对，
的确我有很多快乐的回忆...
但是伤心的、痛苦的，
比开心的还要来得多...

如果有一天，
我真的支撑不住了，
倒下去了...
每个人都不会可怜我、也不会因为我而哭吧?
只会狠狠地往我身上踩下去，对吧?

看透了，
根本就没人会疼我...
我只能注定的空手来到这世上，
带着眼泪回去那里吧...

从此我会收起我的喜怒哀乐，
不再与人分享...

就让我做个无感情的机器人吧...

14.7.2012

14.7.2012 ~ ♥
昨天和我的朋友们去看画皮，
而且是半夜场哦~

看到完已经是两点多了...
他们肚子饿，
所以就跑去 mamak 档口吃东西...
两个大男人却在那里卿卿我我~
完全不顾虑我们女生的感受!!!
哈哈~

过后，
他们说要去看 Ah Gua...
然后就兜来兜去，
为的就是看 Ah Gua!!!
才来在车上大喊大叫...
严重笑爆!!! XDD

昨天我真的很开心...
累也累得值得~ ^^

谢谢你们的欢笑声~ ♥

2012.7.7

7.7.2012~ ♥

我和我的朋友们一起去 Paradise 的海边...
他们和我说怕不够水喝，
所以要我们先进去里面等~
所以我和 Sherline、Jian Zhen 和老夫子一起进去先...

我看到了海水，
就拉着 Sherline 和我一起去玩水...

当我面向海时，
突然后面有人在唱生日歌...
我转去后面看时，
Joyin 和 Jing Zi 就一边捧着蛋糕，
一边唱生日歌走向我~

那时，
我真的被吓到了...
原来他们是在骗我说要去买水，
其实是想给我一个惊喜...

许了愿、切了蛋糕...
我们就站着吃蛋糕和 Pizza (因为没有地方坐 XDD )
而且还小当了人家的电灯泡!!!
haha~

过后，当然就是狂拍照~
留下一些回忆~ XDD

我真的很开心也和惊喜~
我只想说，
朋友们(那些年)...
有你们真棒!!!

2012年7月6日

我真的很累了...
想找个肩膀让自己靠...
但始终找不到一个适合我的...

我很讨厌寂寞，
每次都会在那边自己乱想些有的没的...
结果把自己搞到很 emo...

其实我也不懂为什么我非得把自己搞到那么狼狈?

弄到自己好像没有了灵魂的丧尸...
很累人...

有时会想，
活在这世上怎么都好痛苦啊?
人家有的，
我都没有...

我活在这世上，
还有意义吗?

Our friendship???

Raining again~ <3
Just same as my mood...

Well,
I got some dissapointed truthly...
Just because I feel that my frineds lost one by one...

Is that anything I doing wrong?
Or just you all busy of your life?

I feel confused about it...

Is ok...
Is that should be my destiny...
I speechless and just accept it...

2012年7月2日

假装自己有多好，
即使让自己穿上了多好的保护色...

还是一样掩饰不了那悲伤、很痛苦...

虽然事情已过了那么的久，
是我执著、不肯放手...

但现在，
我真的想通了...
居士说的对...

我应该把机会让给别人，
而不是一直沉浸在过往的生活...

是时候释怀了...
我不可以再这样荒废我的生活下去了...
我要我的思想变得更成熟!!!


我要改变我自己!!!
我要尝试去做到...